Need for mentoring:
I want to learn to become more focused and motivated. I want to actually finish a project, actually do my homework on time (laughs because I'm posting this disgustingly late), lose weight and kiss boys/girls.
I'm not very motivated, ever.
I have selected my friend Sunshine as my mentor, though he is entirely unaware of that fact. Sunshine is my best friend, I've slept with him a few times and I am infatuated with him. Not in a romantic way, strangely enough. I've become dependent on our friendship and without him I'd be in a very bad place a lot of the time. I've chosen him as my mentor because he strives to use his wisdom to help those around him and actually a lot of the time has.
I will not ever tell him that he is in a mentoring position with me. I will just be more subservient and more observant of the way he lives his life. I already meet with him everyday and he helps improve my life all the time anyway.
My goals are just to be a better person and to do what I can to be productive. I'll know everything is working when he compliments me, because it's rare for him to be nice to me. (even as my best friend). And to reward my growth and improvement I will probably have sex. A lot of sex. And it will be fun.
My final success will be when I have programmed my video game.
As for ending the mentoring relationship, I will not be doing that. He will be doing that when he progresses with his life and goes to his new school next semester. I will either find another mentor or will do my best to improve on my own.
I will miss him, but I'm glad that I've known him and I can't wait to take all I can learn from him in the short time I have with him.
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